07; Second Experience

This experience was rather disturbing because i had sex with a man. Although Mistress left the decision whether to do it or not to me, my urge to please her put me in a position I was a little uncomfortable with. To my great luck Mistress knows about my sexual orientation and said I don´t have to do so again if I don´t want to. I am very grateful to have such an understanding Mistress.

After the sex with David, I received a feedback on my performance. Mostly all off the watchers were satisfied with me, which makes me very happy. But to some parts of the feedback concerning my language and the quickness of my responses I feel I have some explaining to do.

Without any arrogance I know I may consider my English excellent for an Austrian. But to understand my lack of vocabulary in the matter of sexual encounters one has to know how I learned English. With one word: on TV. I love watching Star Trek, Monty Python and the Muppet Show in original. But the characters on those shows don´t indulge in sexual activities like we do. To watch porn movies doesn´t help either because they don´t explain what they do, they show it. 

I don´t want to make some bad excuses - not at all. I know I lack some vocabulary needed in this sort of activities and I know it needs improvement. Mistress told me a gag can work wonders with that. I must admit she caught my curiosity when she said so. I just love being gaged…

The other thing concerns something David said after the sex. He mentioned his feeling about my trying to make my responses perfect instead of putting them out quickly. He was absolutely right. The most important reason for this is that I believe in Quality above Quantity. Another reason was of course my limited vocabulary. I had to look up some words in an online dictionary during the session in order to prevent my responds from becoming low quality.

I look forward to my training to get more skills in expressing my thoughts and feelings in English and of course I look forward to get my lessons from my beautiful Mistress.

I live to please my Mistress

Diane`s Slut

05; First Experience

Ever since i discovered i was a sub, i wanted to be dominated by a strict Mistress. This dream came true today when i met Mistress Diane Yootz. When she showed me her house and talked with me about rules, training and the nature of this D/s relationship i felt completely save in here hands.

After the talk i was tied up by Mistress and introduced to what lies ahead. Mistress induced as much pleasure in me as pain and this mix made me absolutely horny and increased my respect for Mistress to a level i never imagined possible. While i was tied up, blindfolded and gaged, Mistress made another slave of her fuck me and simultaneously tortured me with nipple clamps. I must admit my feeling of helplessness was almost as strong as if i were tied up in Real Life. Totally striped of control to my own fate and with the uncertainty of what Mistress would do next to me i found what i was searching for such a long time: a Mistress i can obey and trust. When Mistress left i was given the privilege to play with one of her older slaves. I take it as a sign of trust that she put me, whom she hardly knows, in control of her property and I will not disappoint her.

Mistress demands total obedience from her slaves. She deserves it and i will gladly cast my fate into her capable hands.

Laronella Twine

06; Interlude

During the session I described above, Mistress gave me a new name: Slut. Over my head I now wear a label that says Diane´s Slut. Mistress Yootz also taught me the ring of submission which is a guideline for D/s relationships.

Ring of Submission:               

                                                                                                                  

Love leads to devotion leads to honesty leads to obedience which leads to surrender which leads back to greater love completes the circle.

The next day I was tested by Mistress. I was tied to a large ring that could spin in every direction. While I was spinning she asked me questions about the ring of submission and about her clothing. To my gladness mistress told me I did very well in the test (I even got a trick question right that her other slave, my new sister Kitti, asked me). I was very proud when I got my Mistress´s approval because there is nothing more important to a slave then to please her Mistress.

After the test David, Mistress´s lover, came in and she talked to him about my next test in which he should play a very important role. I instantly knew what lied ahead of me and my fear of Mistress forcing me to do it grew with every passing second. 

They took me to a place that I could describe as slums but that would be flattered. Anyway, in David´s so-called flat I had my second experience.

04; How I met Mistress Diane Yootz

It was a rather boring day in SL. None of my friends were online and I was searching for new good Bondage places which can be very exhausting. So I went back to one of my frequently visited places, Susan´s Capture and RLV Traps. This place is often crowded with women who live and talk about BDSM. When I got there the traffic was almost like the empty road in “My Own Private Idaho”. But one person caught my attention: a woman in a blouse and a skirt who just stood around and seemed to wait for someone to play with her. When I approached her the skirt told me she could have a real bad day if I touched the skirt. Curios as I am I tried to touch the skirt and a menu popped up with options to gag, tie her and lot more. 

As she did not object to me playing with her, I went on and also discovered she wore nipple clamps with a menu as well. So I toyed with her and pleasured her with my mouth and fingers. At the end of that which of course climaxed in a ground shaking orgasm she asked me if I wanted to switch. I answered “Yes, but I want to be tied up” to which she replied she would do a lot more than this to me. That’s when my senses first sounded the Mistress alarms and I accompanied her gladly. 

Later that day she told me she was a real dom and had a very hard session behind her. And that she only posed as a sub for relaxation sometimes. To be honest, I believe she was indeed posing as a bait to capture new slaves like me. But who am I to question Mistress´s methods? After all, I am just a slave who was happy to finally have found a Mistress.

Then everything went very quick. She leashed me and took me to her house where I had my first wonderful experience with my new beautiful Mistress Diane Yootz.

03; Slave Laronella

Just before I met my new Miss, I thought a note that tells about me would come in handy someday. So I wrote the following note and Miss Diane Yootz was the first who gave me the honor to read it:

The first duty of a slave is to obey her Mistress, provided that she is a genuine Mistress which can be respected by the slave.

A good Mistress will soon find out how to dominate, punish and if the slave deserves it, how to reward the slave.

Likes:

-          Strict Bondage
-          Gags
-          Blindfolds (short time only in SL please)
-          RLV Devices
-          RLV Restrictions
-          Spanking (for punishment)
-          licking or being licked
-          Being dominated by more Mistresses
-          Playing with other slaves
-          Humiliation
-          to have no control
-          being put on show
-          not to know what’s up next
-          Dirty talk (from Mistresses)
-          Leather, Latex, Rubber
-          Strap-On sex
-          Pain (especially Nippleclamps)
-          Si-Fi Bondage

Dislikes:

-          golden shower
-          scat (Shit)
-          snuff (maiming)
-          macho guys who only think about sex
-          dirty talk (from men)
-          disrespect
-          cages

In SL i am purely Lesbian

I like the movies of InSex, Hardtied and HouseOfGord but i also like lighter stuff like QualityControl, PerfectSlave, FetishNation, Shortfuse...

The Mistress of my dreams is Susan Wayland.

I also have some BDSM-Toys in RL and if my Mistress demands i will put them on for her.

Toys in RL: 

-          Handcuffs
-          lockable collar
-          posture collar
-          riding crop
-          cloth pins
-          Ropes
-          different Gags
-          Blindfolds (although it wouldn´t make much sense ;-)
-          Analplugs (vibrating also)
-          Cockring
-          different Nippleclamps (my favorite are Japanese Clover Clamps)
-          selfmade Nipplesuckers

Although i don´t possess a chastity belt i will obey my Mistress in terms of masturbation during a session.

P.s.: I swore to myself never to spend any money in SL.

02; Finding a Mistress

For some extraordinary reason most of the people I met were sub or switch. Although I am switch myself in RL I wanted to be just a slave in SL. And because I am most interested in tied up girls my character was of course a female, although I am a man in RL. First I hid my real gender from all others, but it took not long before I felt guilty about lying to them. Hence I wrote a new profile in which I stated my wishes, dreams and of course my real gender. To my pleasant surprise I found that most people don´t care about what you are in RL as long as you tell them. There are too many fakes around… 

However, it was really hard to find a genuine dominant Mistress.

01; Introduction

My real name is not of concern here. This is about a relation I live in Second Life. 

From a very young age I was intrigued by tied up girls. So when I grew older I learned more about the subjects of Bondage, Domination and Submission. I indulge in self-bondage and some of my girlfriends were eager to be tied with handcuffs. Sadly they wanted nothing more and they certainly were not fit to tie me up and dominate me. 

I consider myself switch in Real Life. More and more I wanted to have someone to share my desires. But the region I live in is dry dessert when it comes to BDSM, or do I look at the wrong places? Anyway, when I first heard about Second Life I tried it out just to see what it is about. I found some of my favorite TV series and even a copy of the Kingdom Hyrule from my favorite video game “The Legend of Zelda”. And as expected I discovered a lot of sexual activity in SL. I was not surprised for SL seemed like a 3D version of the internet which is known to be a good source for porn and like-minded persons. At first I was shy and did not know about behavior rules in SL, so I spent most of my time alone trying out whatever Bondage device I found. It took not long for me to learn about the Restrained Life Viewer (RLV) which is a SL viewer with integrated software that would render your avatar helpless when caught by a compatible Bondage device. Curios but still alone I “left” Second Life for about one and a half years. I don´t know why I tried it out again, I just did. A little older and bolder I quickly made friends in SL eager to play with me. So at that point I started to explore my desires in SL and I must say: it can be quite an experience. From this point on I learned a lot more about RLV and the fun one can have with it.