07; Second Experience

This experience was rather disturbing because i had sex with a man. Although Mistress left the decision whether to do it or not to me, my urge to please her put me in a position I was a little uncomfortable with. To my great luck Mistress knows about my sexual orientation and said I don´t have to do so again if I don´t want to. I am very grateful to have such an understanding Mistress.

After the sex with David, I received a feedback on my performance. Mostly all off the watchers were satisfied with me, which makes me very happy. But to some parts of the feedback concerning my language and the quickness of my responses I feel I have some explaining to do.

Without any arrogance I know I may consider my English excellent for an Austrian. But to understand my lack of vocabulary in the matter of sexual encounters one has to know how I learned English. With one word: on TV. I love watching Star Trek, Monty Python and the Muppet Show in original. But the characters on those shows don´t indulge in sexual activities like we do. To watch porn movies doesn´t help either because they don´t explain what they do, they show it. 

I don´t want to make some bad excuses - not at all. I know I lack some vocabulary needed in this sort of activities and I know it needs improvement. Mistress told me a gag can work wonders with that. I must admit she caught my curiosity when she said so. I just love being gaged…

The other thing concerns something David said after the sex. He mentioned his feeling about my trying to make my responses perfect instead of putting them out quickly. He was absolutely right. The most important reason for this is that I believe in Quality above Quantity. Another reason was of course my limited vocabulary. I had to look up some words in an online dictionary during the session in order to prevent my responds from becoming low quality.

I look forward to my training to get more skills in expressing my thoughts and feelings in English and of course I look forward to get my lessons from my beautiful Mistress.

I live to please my Mistress

Diane`s Slut