The last time I was with Miss Tyee she suddenly told me to get naked, because the Empress had summoned us. I did as I was told but I also got a little nervous instantly. Although I knew very little about the Empress I already had a picture in my mind. For no reason at all I figured her to be strict, demanding, ruthless and harsh. My imagination surly can get ahead of myself sometimes…
When I faced the Empress for the first time I quickly made her owner of my collar as a sign of respect. She noticed this gesture with a kind “Thank you” and broke the ice this way. I still was nervous as a toad crossing the highway but I felt more comfortable already. My former picture of her faded away and I opened my heart to get to know her better.
We talked about my place at her feet and about my limits. She made sure I understood my role as her servant and that I have to follow her orders to the letter. And then it happened: the Empress asked me about the basic rules and I got them in the wrong order…
If only a trapdoor would have been beneath me, I would have gladly used it at that moment. I know I am not perfect and I make my mistakes just like any other human being. But such a stupid one has rarely occurred to me before. There are only two rules:
2. Obey
Miss Tyee seemed very ashamed of me and I apologize to her from the bottom of my heart. But what troubled me the most is that for a slaves mistake the Trainer gets punished by her slaves hand. In this case it would have been Miss Tyee who would receive a punishment from my very own hand. Normally I would agree completely to this measure of disciplining for it provides punishment to both the slave and the Trainer. In this specific case however my sense of justice jumped in and I knew I could not let this happen.
After the interview I was ordered to play with myself for Empress’s amusement. Unfortunately Miss Tyee had to go away to attend to one of her tenants so after what I thought was a good start I had to rush to the end. After we were dismissed Miss Tyee and I departed and she dealt with her customer. I apologized to her for my mistake but she had her hands and mind full with other things. I myself had to go off then and went to bed with a guilty conscience.
So for my next time I prepared some good reasons why Miss Tyee should be spared and I waited to see the Empress again.
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