Hello you all readers of this wonderful Navaaria´s blog. I hope you enjoy it as much as I do. Well, my name is Prinven Biix and I live together with Navaaria on same land on Second Life. We both make part of a very nice group of girls under the command of Mistress Shalamaya, the best one on whole SL in my modest opinion.
So some time ago I asked and Navaaria agreed to be my teacher regarding all the bondage devices on SL, mainly on how to choose, install, prepare and navigate on the several different menus for RLV, which is a quite complicated matter if you want to go deeper than the basics that SL can offer. She´s an expert on it !
As I am 2nd Girl for Mistress Shala, despite we both are sisters on slavery to Mistress, sometimes Navaaria is under my command when requested by our Mistress. The situation changes completely when we go to our classroom, where I´m a mere apprentice under full control of my teacher. Nice switching ….
As my teacher she asked me to write this small article relating briefly some discussions we had on last class. It all started when our Mistress commanded us to collect a lot of books in a SL Library for her own library. A very boring task, to say the truth. I was doing it standing behind Navaaria, who was knelt in front of me wearing a beautiful and sexy latex outfit. I finished it earlier than her, so while waiting her to finish her part I also kneel behind her and started teasing her caressing her back and ass. When she also finished her part of the job, Mistress allowed us to go to our regular classes.
In this class she started by binding me to a wall, arms and legs, in a kind of suspension, with a huge stone dildo just under my pussy as a “support” to my pending body. She undressed me. As we were both a bit aroused by our previous actions on the Library, she started the class with some short statements and then went directly to kiss me and to lick and kiss my exposed nipples. I loved it …. But then on a sudden she bit my nipple very hard, making me to scream a lot in pain !!!
After I stopped screaming she kissed me softly again to calm me down and said class was over if and when I could answer her question : “What weighted more, pleasure or pain ?”
And I, bound, suspended, exposed and helpless as I was, started a philosophical answer saying it all depended on the right balance of pleasure and pain that only close partners can find in each other, in a way that pain can increase pleasure and the increased pleasure can by its way increase how much pain you are able to endure. She laughed and just ordered : write it for me. So here it is my teacher ! Like that old song, I hope you forgive me for the quite simple words in which I did it.
We discussed also, in another class, the differences between ropes and chains in RL bondage. I have a small experience on it but I said I could define it in two words.
Feeling the ropes binding your hands, arms, ankles, or full body, is an amazing feeling to the ones who enjoy it. The touch of the ropes and the way you can be bound to be completely unable to move or completely exposed to your partner is really unforgettable. But, in my opinion, no matter how stringent are you bound in ropes you never feel you are a slave, or I never felt it myself, you feel you are a CAPTIVE. Don´t know why but the ropes gives to the bound victim the impression that it´s something temporary, that you will be free of that in some moment.
But when you are chained, to a collar or cuffs, the feeling is completely different. No matter you can even have bigger movement freedom when in chains, but when chained you feel that you are under some other person total control and you hardly will be able to escape from that. That´s why that chains for me means SLAVE.
What about you ? What do you feel ? Can you tell us ?
I hope my lovely teacher has liked this simple article. But in any case, just as a small precaution, I´ll bring a big fine chocolate box for her on next class !!!!!
Prinven Biix – 17/01/2012
Wednesday, 18 January 2012
Tuesday, 10 January 2012
29; Mistress Shala’s dresscode and its funny results
When on SL I am free to dress as I like as long as I am not at Mistress Shals’s land. At home Mistress likes her girls best naked. In RL however things are completely different. According to Mistress I am the only male among her girls. Mistress said that since I have a female avatar she wants me to dress as woman when I go on SL. Thus one of Mistress Shala’s first orders was to get some female clothing for me RL. I got ordered to get white silken top and panties, a black miniskirt and a French maids outfit. Today I carried that order out and went shopping. And I had much more fun shopping female clothes than I expected.
Since I was supposed to get sort of lingerie I first went to my favorite erotic shop of Art-X. I really like that shop because they approach the matter of selling sexual items differently. Most sex shops are darkened and somehow you don’t feel comfortable in them. Also they tend to be hidden in side streets and whenever you enter them you turn around to make sure nobody is watching you pervert going in such a filthy store. I give in that things have changed over the years and sex shops are accepted more and more but a rest of odd feelings still remains. Art-X stores consider themselves none other than any supermarket or shop you usually do your shopping. The lights are on and the atmosphere is friendly. The shop assistants are nice and helpful and give you a feeling like you are shopping normally. I sometimes go there because I like the atmosphere and like to look at stuff I would like to have. Most times I don’t buy anything because I mainly look at BDSM gear which is unfortunately too expensive in those shops. But the other stuff is affordable and I like to see what I buy close and, if possible, hold it in my hands first. Today the shop assistants were very helpful again. I went to the costumes department and looked for a maids outfit. Since I found none I went on to lingerie and searched for the silken stuff and a mini skirt. Again I did not get lucky. But I found some stockings which Mistress ordered me also to get. When I went to the counter I asked about a French maids outfit and both assistants said there must be one in the shop. They took me back to costumes and showed me two different outfits sitting on the top shelf where I had overseen them. The pictures below shoe the costumes I had to choose from:
I took the left one because it is the more classical maid style. I already wanted to go to back to the counter when they asked me if I don’t even want to try it on. There were two sizes to choose from: XL and XXL. One of the assistants estimated me on XL the other one at XXL to which I joking replied that I am not that big. Since none of my ordinary clothes is bigger than XL I took the smaller outfit to the changing cubicles and tried it out. The back zipper did not even make it halfway up. So much for XL… The bigger one fitted perfectly and I took it back to the counter where we all laughed at the scene. I am wearing the maids outfit and black stockings this very moment as I type those lines.
The next stop was a nearby mall. I went in every clothes store ad looked for the other stuff. In one I found a black leather mini skirt. Now, a man looking for female clothes is nothing unusual. Most people surely thought I was looking for a present for a friend or something like that. But when I took a mini skirt to the changing cubicles peoples look at me changed and I couldn’t help but laughing inside. I paid the skirt from a bemusedly looking shop assistant. My face on the other hand was adorned by a grin when I left.
The silken top and panties was the toughest to find. I went to a lingerie store and the shop assistant told me she had none such clothes but told me about another shop in the mall. When I entered it I got asked instantly if I needed help and I said yes. I stated I was searching for a silken top my size. The look on the woman’s face was priceless. She was about 45 years old and the shop she worked in belongs to a group specialized in very fine lingerie. I don’t think she ever heard a request like that before. But she regained composure quickly and we found a top and matching pantie. In the end and when I went back to my car I had to get a grip on myself not to burst out in laughing.
Never before in my life have I had so much fun shopping. The looks on the faces of those I asked for female clothing my size and the other costumers watching me at the changing cubicles with skirts in my hands where absolute fun. Two funniest things I noticed:
1: A woman buying male clothing has does not earn as many odd looks as the other way around.
2: I had fewer trouble finding a French maids uniform than a simple silken top and pantie. I had to run the mall up and down twice before I got lucky.
I hope you had as much fun reading this as I had doing this.
Since I was supposed to get sort of lingerie I first went to my favorite erotic shop of Art-X. I really like that shop because they approach the matter of selling sexual items differently. Most sex shops are darkened and somehow you don’t feel comfortable in them. Also they tend to be hidden in side streets and whenever you enter them you turn around to make sure nobody is watching you pervert going in such a filthy store. I give in that things have changed over the years and sex shops are accepted more and more but a rest of odd feelings still remains. Art-X stores consider themselves none other than any supermarket or shop you usually do your shopping. The lights are on and the atmosphere is friendly. The shop assistants are nice and helpful and give you a feeling like you are shopping normally. I sometimes go there because I like the atmosphere and like to look at stuff I would like to have. Most times I don’t buy anything because I mainly look at BDSM gear which is unfortunately too expensive in those shops. But the other stuff is affordable and I like to see what I buy close and, if possible, hold it in my hands first. Today the shop assistants were very helpful again. I went to the costumes department and looked for a maids outfit. Since I found none I went on to lingerie and searched for the silken stuff and a mini skirt. Again I did not get lucky. But I found some stockings which Mistress ordered me also to get. When I went to the counter I asked about a French maids outfit and both assistants said there must be one in the shop. They took me back to costumes and showed me two different outfits sitting on the top shelf where I had overseen them. The pictures below shoe the costumes I had to choose from:
I took the left one because it is the more classical maid style. I already wanted to go to back to the counter when they asked me if I don’t even want to try it on. There were two sizes to choose from: XL and XXL. One of the assistants estimated me on XL the other one at XXL to which I joking replied that I am not that big. Since none of my ordinary clothes is bigger than XL I took the smaller outfit to the changing cubicles and tried it out. The back zipper did not even make it halfway up. So much for XL… The bigger one fitted perfectly and I took it back to the counter where we all laughed at the scene. I am wearing the maids outfit and black stockings this very moment as I type those lines.
The next stop was a nearby mall. I went in every clothes store ad looked for the other stuff. In one I found a black leather mini skirt. Now, a man looking for female clothes is nothing unusual. Most people surely thought I was looking for a present for a friend or something like that. But when I took a mini skirt to the changing cubicles peoples look at me changed and I couldn’t help but laughing inside. I paid the skirt from a bemusedly looking shop assistant. My face on the other hand was adorned by a grin when I left.
The silken top and panties was the toughest to find. I went to a lingerie store and the shop assistant told me she had none such clothes but told me about another shop in the mall. When I entered it I got asked instantly if I needed help and I said yes. I stated I was searching for a silken top my size. The look on the woman’s face was priceless. She was about 45 years old and the shop she worked in belongs to a group specialized in very fine lingerie. I don’t think she ever heard a request like that before. But she regained composure quickly and we found a top and matching pantie. In the end and when I went back to my car I had to get a grip on myself not to burst out in laughing.
Never before in my life have I had so much fun shopping. The looks on the faces of those I asked for female clothing my size and the other costumers watching me at the changing cubicles with skirts in my hands where absolute fun. Two funniest things I noticed:
1: A woman buying male clothing has does not earn as many odd looks as the other way around.
2: I had fewer trouble finding a French maids uniform than a simple silken top and pantie. I had to run the mall up and down twice before I got lucky.
I hope you had as much fun reading this as I had doing this.
Wednesday, 4 January 2012
28; My RL collection of toys
From the seriousness of my last Post I am glad to joyfully present my collection of toys I have RL. I made the photographs myself in order to proof they are really my toys. This collection is at my Mistress’ disposal and if Mistress allows it at other Mistress’s who wish to play with me.
Headgear:
Collars:
At home I wear the lockable collar as ordered by Mistress Shala. Of course no Collar is complete without a leash. My leash is a chain about one meter long with a karabiner on one end and a leather loop at the other.
Addition added at January, 29th, 2012:
This lockable red and black collar matches the cuffs you find below in the same post. I ordered it from the same seller in Australia when I found his cuffs to be very smooth and comfortable to wear.
The cuffs were standard issue on his shop but I asked for custom colors and got them without additional charge. And if that weren’t enough they came on free shipping which I find highly remarkable since, despite common belief, Australia and Austria are much farther apart than a few typing errors. I think, it’s In fact about half the globe.
This collar was custom made after my wishes and not expensive at all even though this time I had to pay shipment. My advice to anyone who wants a nice matching set of cuffs and collar should order the collar along with the cuffs.
At this point, many thanks to Tom at ratsbumleather for selling really good products for a more than reasonable price.
Check out his e-bay shop: ratsbumleather (and don’t panik, the leather is in fact cow, I asked)
Gags:
Blindfolds:
Hoods:
I bought much crap over the years but this mask I regret most. The gag ball is green. GREEN!!! Can you believe that? And if that weren’t enough it’s also made of hard plastic. Some of the patent fasteners are broken and I wore it only once. Well, at least it’s lockable…
Restraints:
The Clejuso has a very nice feature: you don’t need the key to apply the double lock. That makes them of course first choice for self-bondage. All the other cuffs are more or less standard cuffs.
These three pairs of the Alcyon Star were the first handcuffs I ever purchased and apart from some cord I found in the basement of my parents’ house the first restraints I possessed at all. They are used by the Austrian police which I find highly irresponsible since they are considered dangerous among experts and everyone else who happens to know only a little about handcuffs. Originally they came with only one chain link but that’s not the bad thing. The bad thing is the locking mechanism. First they have no double-lock, meaning they may tighten accidently. I never used them for self-bondage and I strongly advise against it. Second is the key which is no standard handcuff key that is made of thin sheet metal and can bend unwanted rendering the key useless. Also not all keys fit all locks. I keep the keys specifically with the cuffs I know they lock to avoid unpleasant surprises. The real bad thing about those cuffs is, despite their errors they have smoothly rounded edges and are very broad so they are the most comfortable cuffs in my entire collection. Ironic, isn’t it?
This simple belt is great for attaching handcuffs on the back. I extended the original holes over the whole length of it to make it more useable.
This is of course only a sample of the ropes I have.
In hardware stores you can get such straps in many different lengths for little money. My collection features several straps of 1 meter and half a meter.
The two heaps of chains are still full length the way I bought them. Cutting tools are of course available. Also in my collection is a one meter long self-made wooden spreader bar with metal rings on both ends.
Remember, Navaaria is the woman, I am still a guy ;-)
Those locks have a 3mm thick shackle and come in very handy for all my lockable stuff. There are of course other padlocks with different keys and a few combination padlocks of different sizes.
Restraints I unfortunately can’t use alone:
This harness is sadly much too small for me. Also it’s not really comfortable to wear for men because of the crotch strap. On the pictures below you see how it looks when worn by the gorgeous Sadie Belle.
Pleasure and Pain:
The cruelest ones are the Japanese clover clamps. They tighten when pulled on so they can’t slip off.
This is a syringe with cut off bottom. When the piston is pulled up it sucks very strongly. The piston can be secured with a pin through the holes I drilled in the piston. I have four pieces of them.
The two pink rings are tight already but the clear and the blue one are even tighter holding a man’s cock not only firm but like a screw clamp.
Cords like these are great for binding male genitals. This is only a sample of my cords and shoelaces.
Elastic cords are great to bring some tension into the game ;-)
Just one example: attach one end to a pair of Japanese clover clamps and the other end to the ceiling. Then make your sub do knee bends or sit-ups. That’s a workout…
For hygienic purposes I always keep enough condoms at home and apply one every time I use one of those insertables.
This stuff is supposed to make women feel good. I know it works and I am looking forward to the chance to proof it again.
Headgear:
Collars:
Leather Posture Collar and Lockable Leather Collar
At home I wear the lockable collar as ordered by Mistress Shala. Of course no Collar is complete without a leash. My leash is a chain about one meter long with a karabiner on one end and a leather loop at the other.
Addition added at January, 29th, 2012:
The cuffs were standard issue on his shop but I asked for custom colors and got them without additional charge. And if that weren’t enough they came on free shipping which I find highly remarkable since, despite common belief, Australia and Austria are much farther apart than a few typing errors. I think, it’s In fact about half the globe.
This collar was custom made after my wishes and not expensive at all even though this time I had to pay shipment. My advice to anyone who wants a nice matching set of cuffs and collar should order the collar along with the cuffs.
At this point, many thanks to Tom at ratsbumleather for selling really good products for a more than reasonable price.
Check out his e-bay shop: ratsbumleather (and don’t panik, the leather is in fact cow, I asked)
Neck corset (unfortunately too small for my neck)
Gags:
Panel Gag, Ball Diameter 45mm (my personal favorite)
Ballgag Harness, Ball Diameter: 50mm
From Top down: Lockable Ballgag, Ball Diameter: 40mm; Simple Ballgag, Ball Diameter: 50mm; Simple Ringgag, Ring Diameter 47mm
Ringgag Harness, Ring Diameter: 47mm
Mouthspreader (not quite big enough for my loose gab...)
Blindfolds:
From Top down: Large Blindfold with nose cut-out; Simple Blindfold
Hoods:
Fully Lockable Isolation Hood
Leather Hood with removable Blindfold and Mouthpiece/Gag
Lockable Facemask
I bought much crap over the years but this mask I regret most. The gag ball is green. GREEN!!! Can you believe that? And if that weren’t enough it’s also made of hard plastic. Some of the patent fasteners are broken and I wore it only once. Well, at least it’s lockable…
Restraints:
Top line from left: 1 pair of Clejuso No. 11; 2 pairs of Peerless M700; 2 pairs of Alcyon 5050 inoxidable,
Bottom line from left: 3 pairs of Hiatt handcuffs, 1 pair with chains 2 pairs hinged; 2 pairs of no-name hinged handcuffs
The Clejuso has a very nice feature: you don’t need the key to apply the double lock. That makes them of course first choice for self-bondage. All the other cuffs are more or less standard cuffs.
1 pair of no-name handcuffs and 3 pairs of Alcyon Star, garnished with two pairs of thumb cuffs
These three pairs of the Alcyon Star were the first handcuffs I ever purchased and apart from some cord I found in the basement of my parents’ house the first restraints I possessed at all. They are used by the Austrian police which I find highly irresponsible since they are considered dangerous among experts and everyone else who happens to know only a little about handcuffs. Originally they came with only one chain link but that’s not the bad thing. The bad thing is the locking mechanism. First they have no double-lock, meaning they may tighten accidently. I never used them for self-bondage and I strongly advise against it. Second is the key which is no standard handcuff key that is made of thin sheet metal and can bend unwanted rendering the key useless. Also not all keys fit all locks. I keep the keys specifically with the cuffs I know they lock to avoid unpleasant surprises. The real bad thing about those cuffs is, despite their errors they have smoothly rounded edges and are very broad so they are the most comfortable cuffs in my entire collection. Ironic, isn’t it?
Lockable Leather Wrist and Ankle cuffs
Simple Leather Belt with one chain link
This simple belt is great for attaching handcuffs on the back. I extended the original holes over the whole length of it to make it more useable.
Cotton Rope
This is of course only a sample of the ropes I have.
Lashing Straps
In hardware stores you can get such straps in many different lengths for little money. My collection features several straps of 1 meter and half a meter.
Chains and related stuff
The two heaps of chains are still full length the way I bought them. Cutting tools are of course available. Also in my collection is a one meter long self-made wooden spreader bar with metal rings on both ends.
Male Chastity Device
Remember, Navaaria is the woman, I am still a guy ;-)
Simultaneously locking Padlocks
Those locks have a 3mm thick shackle and come in very handy for all my lockable stuff. There are of course other padlocks with different keys and a few combination padlocks of different sizes.
Restraints I unfortunately can’t use alone:
Lockable Leather Arm binder
Leather lower Arm binder
Lockable U-Binder
Lockable Leather Body Harness with back Wrist Cuff
This harness is sadly much too small for me. Also it’s not really comfortable to wear for men because of the crotch strap. On the pictures below you see how it looks when worn by the gorgeous Sadie Belle.
Pleasure and Pain:
From Top: Simple Nippleclamps; Japanese clover Clamps; Adjustable Nippleclamps
The cruelest ones are the Japanese clover clamps. They tighten when pulled on so they can’t slip off.
Cloth pegs
Self-made Nipple and Clit sucker
This is a syringe with cut off bottom. When the piston is pulled up it sucks very strongly. The piston can be secured with a pin through the holes I drilled in the piston. I have four pieces of them.
Riding Crop and wooden Ruler
Various Cockrings
The two pink rings are tight already but the clear and the blue one are even tighter holding a man’s cock not only firm but like a screw clamp.
Cords
Cords like these are great for binding male genitals. This is only a sample of my cords and shoelaces.
Elastic Cords
Elastic cords are great to bring some tension into the game ;-)
Just one example: attach one end to a pair of Japanese clover clamps and the other end to the ceiling. Then make your sub do knee bends or sit-ups. That’s a workout…
From left: Inflatable and vibrating Buttplug; Anal Beads; Dildo with suction Cup; Anal Toy "Screw it"; Small Butt Plug (formerly vibrating but broken); Lube
For hygienic purposes I always keep enough condoms at home and apply one every time I use one of those insertables.
From Top: Penis Sleeve; Clit Massager
This stuff is supposed to make women feel good. I know it works and I am looking forward to the chance to proof it again.
27; Happy New Year, Happy New Slave!
Well, happy but with mixed feelings. But one step at a time. I will tell from the beginning:
When I first entered SL as Navaaria I often went to the very nice sim of Dark Wishes. There I met Cynthia Convair and we soon became close friends. Like me, Cynthia was a sub and searching for someone to domme her. It didn’t take us long to see that we cancel each other out very well and so we played a lot together. After some time Cynthia decided to become a Domme herself. The trouble soon surfaced in Cynthia’s impatience with the menu of RLV devices. I am sure you all know how tricky some of that stuff is to operate, especially if someone else had tempered with it. So her time as Mistress found an early end. Too early in my humble opinion. But I got lucky as Mistress Cynthia said even though she did not wish to be a Domme anymore she would make an exception for me. So I willingly submitted to Mistress Cynthia. Skies were blue in the beginning but we hadn’t to wait long for the first clouds to darken them…
Mistress Cynthia turned out to be loving but strict and sometimes devious. I loved being hers. The greatest day was when she proposed on me and I accepted momentarily. To put it with Guinan’s words: As if joy was something tangible ...and you could wrap yourself in it like a blanket. But sadly Mistress Cynthia got occupied and did not come online much often anymore. The blanked slipped down my body and I felt alone and cold again. The few times we were together were glorious but very rare. The last time I saw her I talked too much and she time-locked a Ball-Gag for about four days on me. I don’t know whether she hadn’t noticed the timer was already very high or she did it on purpose but I never saw her since and it drove directly into Mistress Shala’s arms.
I was sim-hoping, as I call it, and arrived at Sexy Slut’s. I was of course still gagged and had only short emotes which complicated communication pretty much. But then again that is what a gag is for, isn’t it? To honor Mistress Cynthia’s orders regarding the gag I started to wear a gag RL when I got online and take it off only for smoking and when the SL Gag’s timer would expire. To make it more difficult to me I obliged myself to always ask the nearest Domme for permission to smoke. Mistress Shala had already shown me her land and house when I first asked her about that permission. She wondered who long this gag had to stay locked and got very concerned about me when I told her. It was then when Mistress Shala asked me first to leave Mistress Cynthia and to submit to her. First I hesitated because of my devotion for Mistress Cynthia but the more I talked to Mistress Shala the more I realized the opportunity that lay before me. Mistress Shala offered me a place at her land which I gladly took. Most important however was that Mistress Shala was willing to also domme me RL and that is something I have wished for a very long time and is also extremely hard to find. In my talks with Mistress Shala I also realized roleplaying was not enough for me anymore. I wanted to live this lifestyle and since Mistress Shala is in fact an RL domme she brought me closer to that goal then every experience before. Now I am Mistress Shala’s collared slave both RL and SL and I am very proud to be hers.
Beloved Mistress Cynthia,
I am very sorry for what I did to you and I would understand if you never again want to speak a single word with me. Please understand that I had to do it. I may have submitted to another Mistress but I always will be your friend.
Rest assured my love for you is eternal.
In Love,
Navaaria
When I first entered SL as Navaaria I often went to the very nice sim of Dark Wishes. There I met Cynthia Convair and we soon became close friends. Like me, Cynthia was a sub and searching for someone to domme her. It didn’t take us long to see that we cancel each other out very well and so we played a lot together. After some time Cynthia decided to become a Domme herself. The trouble soon surfaced in Cynthia’s impatience with the menu of RLV devices. I am sure you all know how tricky some of that stuff is to operate, especially if someone else had tempered with it. So her time as Mistress found an early end. Too early in my humble opinion. But I got lucky as Mistress Cynthia said even though she did not wish to be a Domme anymore she would make an exception for me. So I willingly submitted to Mistress Cynthia. Skies were blue in the beginning but we hadn’t to wait long for the first clouds to darken them…
Mistress Cynthia turned out to be loving but strict and sometimes devious. I loved being hers. The greatest day was when she proposed on me and I accepted momentarily. To put it with Guinan’s words: As if joy was something tangible ...and you could wrap yourself in it like a blanket. But sadly Mistress Cynthia got occupied and did not come online much often anymore. The blanked slipped down my body and I felt alone and cold again. The few times we were together were glorious but very rare. The last time I saw her I talked too much and she time-locked a Ball-Gag for about four days on me. I don’t know whether she hadn’t noticed the timer was already very high or she did it on purpose but I never saw her since and it drove directly into Mistress Shala’s arms.
I was sim-hoping, as I call it, and arrived at Sexy Slut’s. I was of course still gagged and had only short emotes which complicated communication pretty much. But then again that is what a gag is for, isn’t it? To honor Mistress Cynthia’s orders regarding the gag I started to wear a gag RL when I got online and take it off only for smoking and when the SL Gag’s timer would expire. To make it more difficult to me I obliged myself to always ask the nearest Domme for permission to smoke. Mistress Shala had already shown me her land and house when I first asked her about that permission. She wondered who long this gag had to stay locked and got very concerned about me when I told her. It was then when Mistress Shala asked me first to leave Mistress Cynthia and to submit to her. First I hesitated because of my devotion for Mistress Cynthia but the more I talked to Mistress Shala the more I realized the opportunity that lay before me. Mistress Shala offered me a place at her land which I gladly took. Most important however was that Mistress Shala was willing to also domme me RL and that is something I have wished for a very long time and is also extremely hard to find. In my talks with Mistress Shala I also realized roleplaying was not enough for me anymore. I wanted to live this lifestyle and since Mistress Shala is in fact an RL domme she brought me closer to that goal then every experience before. Now I am Mistress Shala’s collared slave both RL and SL and I am very proud to be hers.
Beloved Mistress Cynthia,
I am very sorry for what I did to you and I would understand if you never again want to speak a single word with me. Please understand that I had to do it. I may have submitted to another Mistress but I always will be your friend.
Rest assured my love for you is eternal.
In Love,
Navaaria
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