Well, happy but with mixed feelings. But one step at a time. I will tell from the beginning:
When I first entered SL as Navaaria I often went to the very nice sim of Dark Wishes. There I met Cynthia Convair and we soon became close friends. Like me, Cynthia was a sub and searching for someone to domme her. It didn’t take us long to see that we cancel each other out very well and so we played a lot together. After some time Cynthia decided to become a Domme herself. The trouble soon surfaced in Cynthia’s impatience with the menu of RLV devices. I am sure you all know how tricky some of that stuff is to operate, especially if someone else had tempered with it. So her time as Mistress found an early end. Too early in my humble opinion. But I got lucky as Mistress Cynthia said even though she did not wish to be a Domme anymore she would make an exception for me. So I willingly submitted to Mistress Cynthia. Skies were blue in the beginning but we hadn’t to wait long for the first clouds to darken them…
Mistress Cynthia turned out to be loving but strict and sometimes devious. I loved being hers. The greatest day was when she proposed on me and I accepted momentarily. To put it with Guinan’s words: As if joy was something tangible ...and you could wrap yourself in it like a blanket. But sadly Mistress Cynthia got occupied and did not come online much often anymore. The blanked slipped down my body and I felt alone and cold again. The few times we were together were glorious but very rare. The last time I saw her I talked too much and she time-locked a Ball-Gag for about four days on me. I don’t know whether she hadn’t noticed the timer was already very high or she did it on purpose but I never saw her since and it drove directly into Mistress Shala’s arms.
I was sim-hoping, as I call it, and arrived at Sexy Slut’s. I was of course still gagged and had only short emotes which complicated communication pretty much. But then again that is what a gag is for, isn’t it? To honor Mistress Cynthia’s orders regarding the gag I started to wear a gag RL when I got online and take it off only for smoking and when the SL Gag’s timer would expire. To make it more difficult to me I obliged myself to always ask the nearest Domme for permission to smoke. Mistress Shala had already shown me her land and house when I first asked her about that permission. She wondered who long this gag had to stay locked and got very concerned about me when I told her. It was then when Mistress Shala asked me first to leave Mistress Cynthia and to submit to her. First I hesitated because of my devotion for Mistress Cynthia but the more I talked to Mistress Shala the more I realized the opportunity that lay before me. Mistress Shala offered me a place at her land which I gladly took. Most important however was that Mistress Shala was willing to also domme me RL and that is something I have wished for a very long time and is also extremely hard to find. In my talks with Mistress Shala I also realized roleplaying was not enough for me anymore. I wanted to live this lifestyle and since Mistress Shala is in fact an RL domme she brought me closer to that goal then every experience before. Now I am Mistress Shala’s collared slave both RL and SL and I am very proud to be hers.
Beloved Mistress Cynthia,
I am very sorry for what I did to you and I would understand if you never again want to speak a single word with me. Please understand that I had to do it. I may have submitted to another Mistress but I always will be your friend.
Rest assured my love for you is eternal.
In Love,
Navaaria
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